Then and Now

My first blog post was September 12, 2003. It's been a long time. My blog has seen my through the illness and death of my father, the insanity of my mother, the crazy bitch who lived across the street from me in Florida. My blog saw me go from an obese 18/20w to a svelte and sexy washboard abs 5/7. It's seen me through homeschooling and the diagnosis of my son with Asperger's. I worked out my nervous breakdown on my blog two years ago and have shared my thoughts on being a woman growing older and how wonderful and magnificent it is.

I use to share really deep thoughts and sometimes the inane ramblings of a person who was..."happy"... Well, some of those were quite funny actually.

I'm finding my blog entries lately to lack substance and meaning. They're mostly superficial with the occasional this-really-sucks entry or political commentary. I think it's because I'm feeling less anonymous and less intimate with the strangers that read what I write. I realize that being anonymous and intimate with strangers sounds incredibly oxymoronic. However, anyone who has shared their deepest thoughts from the depths of their spirit on such a public forum over the last several years has full comprehension of my meaning.

The blogosphere is vast and continuing to grow. And I fear it is loosing its affability.

Peace Out,

~*~*~Krystal~*~*~